At one time in my life, I was so confused. I was looking for God, but I couldn’t seem to find him “no matter where I looked”. I went to Church thinking this is where God lives, its his house, God “must be here”. Well you can imagine my shock when I Still didn’t find what I was looking for !!! Sound familiar ? If so, then your not here by accident !

I knew there was a deep longing inside of me for the truth, and I was going to find that truth no matter what it took !! I was so miserable, I couldn’t even stand myself. I was intensely looking for what I felt in my heart was out there, But for the life that was in me, I couldn’t see or find it. I looked into Wicca, and other Religions, yep I sure did, I thought, well they believe in something, could this be where the truth is. But yet I still couldn’t seem to find that “Missing Link” I just knew in my heart was out there somewhere.

The more I searched, The more lost and frustrated I became. I studied the Bible, looking for some kind of clue. I thought was Jesus really the son of God or is this all just a Hoax or fairytale made up by some clever writer, could it be nothing but pure fiction.

Friend, I didn’t find God in Church, I didn’t find God in the world, I found God right in my own heart where he had been all along. God isn’t here or there, But God, The one true God, Jesus Christ himself, is EVERYWHERE !!!!! UREAKA, I had seen the light !!!

I knew had stumbled on a that clue I had so desperately been looking for, What I found seemed to be true, But it went against everything I had ever been taught about God and what a it meant to be Religious, This wasn’t the picture I had painted in my mind, how could this be religion. This had to be wrong, I thought the devil must be leading me astray, This isn’t possible.

It was at that point, that God spoke to me, he called to me just as clearly as if someone had spoken to me in an empty room. He began to explain, that he wasn’t Religious, but he was God and that he didn’t come to this earth 2000 years ago to put me under some law, Tradition or into Bondage, But he came to show me there was a better way, he said he had come to set me free Just like the Apostle Paul writes about in Galatians Chapter 5. He went on explaining him self, Yes God explained himself to me. Explaining his ways were easy, and not hard. That there were No traditions or expectations in him, That he only wanted to be my Friend, see John 15:13, and that it was he who had made me, that I was perfect just like I was, And that he was God, and he didn’t make mistakes.

You can imagine my shock, I was thinking, I HAVE GOT BE A FULL FLEGGED NUT CASE !!! God is speaking to ME !!! I thought, “Will ole boy, you have lost it completely, You must be having a nervous breakdown, You better get some professional help before its to late” !! But God kept speaking, and he was fixing to Prove himself to me, So I didn’t have to wonder and question if this was God or not, He was fixing to give me a very special gift that was beyond question or reproach. See Ephesians 2:8 he gave me Faith so I could believe in him.

For those of you who are still here reading this, Does it sound at all familiar ?? If so, Boy have I got Good News For You !! Your on the right track, and obviously seeking the honest to goodness truth no matter what that truth maybe, and you intend to find that truth no matter what it takes to find it !! I applauded you and your unwillingness to compromise, even though you may have wanted to at times, you just couldn’t give into a lie or half truth, and I couldn’t either. That’s how I wound up writing this, I found the Truth, and you will too.

Friend, if this sounds like you and your life, Then I believe you are one of Gods Chosen People, God said, that he would call his people out, His true people who would follow him and no one else, that his people would know his voice, and would only respond to his voice, and No Other !! That’s why you cant give into anything other that the 100 and 1 percent honest to goodness truth. God himself created you to be this way, He created you to seek him and only him, forsaking everything and everyone and willing to die trying to find the truth if that’s what it takes.

God isn’t Religious, he actually taught against it, don’t take my word for it, Get a bible and go check this out, Just read ( Matthew chapter 23 verses 27 & 28 ) For those of you who don’t have a Bible, here is what it says. ( “Woe to you, scribes and Pharisees [the false religious leaders of his day, which correspond to those of today], hypocrites! because you resemble whitewashed graves, which outwardly indeed appear beautiful but inside are full of dead men’s bones and of every sort of uncleanness. In that way you also, outwardly indeed, appear righteous to men, but inside *you are full of hypocrisy and lawlessness“.)

Don’t have a Bible, send me a email, with the subject “Free Bible” along with your mailing address and we will gladly send you a Bible Free of Charge, No Strings attached, you don’t even have to tell us your name if you don’t want to, We will send you a bible so you can find the truth your looking for, Its in there !! Everything you have been searching for is in there, The bible contains Prophecies and Testimonies, written by Godly men who sought the truth just like you are seeking the truth, and the Good news is, They found it !!! They; Just had to write it down so others, Like you and me, could find that truth too, now that’s Good News, wouldn’t you agree ?

I hear you I hear you. Your saying ok Will, this all sounds good, but how does this all apply to me and my situation. You don’t know who and what I am and you don’t know what I have done. God couldn’t possibly want to be my friend, He is God, why would he want to be friends with someone like me. No I didn’t just read your mind, I just know how you feel because I once felt the same way, and honestly, still do at times. I still have a hard time believing God chose me and then accepted me as his friend, and gave his own life, so I could live. Just like a Great friend would do, he pushed me out of the way of that speeding city bus that was fixing to flatten me out like a pancake and let it hit him instead of me. I know that’s not actually what happened, But it’s the same principal, He went to a wooden cross, Willingly laid down on it, stretched out his arms, opened his hands, and let them nail him to that old rugged tree, Just so I could live, and have life. He didn’t just do that for me, but he did it for you too, He knew in advance that you were going to be here, right now, at this very minute, seeking the truth and only the truth, and no matter what the cost, you were Not going to give up until you found the Truth.

Friend, I believe God has led you here, right now, to let you know your not alone. That he has other people out here, who think and feel, just like you do. He know your heart, after all, He made your heart. He knows your mind, he made it too. But best of all, God knows your name, Yes, God, the one true God, The God you have been looking for, Has been looking for you too. Isn’t it GREAT !!!!! Now that’s Good News !!!

Let me encourage you to talk to God, What your feeling is not all in your head, Its God reaching out to you. He is calling Your Name. He don’t want you to change one thing about yourself before you take his hand, he knows you cant do it alone. But in time, if you will accept his offer of friendship, You can become that person, You knew in your heart of hearts you wanted to be, but just didn’t know how to be. The reason you didn’t know how, is because you hadn’t found the truth yet. Jesus said this himself in John 14:6 ( "I am the way and the truth and the life” ) This is why you don’t feel that life within you, You hadn’t found the Truth yet.

The Apostle Paul (who wrote most of the new testament) was a murderer, He was so set against Christianity, that he was actually helping to kill anyone who said they were a Christian, and he was determined to wipe Christianity off the face of the earth, But that was before he met Jesus one day, and found the truth he writes about in the Bible. Paul, or Saul as he is referred to at times, was taking a group of Christians to be killed. On the way, In the middle of no where, Jesus had a little chat with him and that was the end of Paul’s old ways. See Galatians chapter 1 verses 13 and 14.

I am so glad that you found this page, If you will simply ask in your heart, Ask for his friendship and forgiveness, He will accept you just like he accepted Paul, the murderer, and enemy of God, And persecutor Gods children. God didn’t hold anything against Paul, He knew who the real Paul was, The loving, caring, compassionate Paul. The Paul God made him to be. He looked past Paul’s sinful nature and life, Just like he is looking beyond your sin right now. He sees the Beautiful person you Truly are, and he wants to help you to set that beautiful person free. Just reach back, he is reaching out to you.

God bless you, If you have accepted Gods offer of friendship just now, Let me be the first to welcome you into the family. I am so glad you found the Truth, The real Truth you have been looking for. You hang in there now, And start confessing Jesus (Romans chapter 10 verse 9 ( That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved.)

The enemy is not happy right now if you have accepted Jesus, and he is going to try and convince you that what your feeling and thinking, is all in your head. But you know deep inside your heart, that’s its not a lie, But its the Honest to Goodness Truth, you had been trying so hard to find. If I ever impress you with any one thing, I hope its this, (Stay next to God, and the devil will flee), the devil cant stand to see someone draw next to God. He hates it when we give God praise, Like we do a close earthly friend. We love that friend, we cherish their friendship, and we wouldn’t want to give them up for anything. Yes, that drives the devil insane. God Bless You, Find yourself a Good Spirit Filled Church (But be careful, their not all Spirit filled, But they are Good ones out there, just start looking) Make some new Spirit Filled Friends, And they will help you in your Journey.

Even if it is hard to believe, We Do Love You !!!

Your Friends for ever and always,

Pastor Will and the Covenant Family.